Well...
All of a sudden I feel very philosphical and deep. I have had to learn so much about relationships while I have been down here. And friendship suddenly makes so much since. I always used time as an excuse to not get close and not enter into a relationship, but that is just ignorance. I mean yeah time is a factor but it is stupid to not open up to someone simply because you only have a certain amount of time with them. I realized here how incredibly esscential friendship is. Without friendship we drift through life not expriencing the joy of having someone that knows everything about you yet still excepts you and loves you like a brother or sister in Christ. yeah i know that this is one of the purposes of a spouse, yet for those of us who are single for whatever reason friendship fills that void. That is the one thing that I have missed most about being down here; the utter lack of someone to talk to, someone to be my friend. Yeah I made friends in the house, yet they are a differnt type of friend. Right now as I type this I miss my friends so much. And the most simple things will trigger homesickness. For instance i was listening to a song last night and it made me want to be singing it in my car with David like we did so many times last summer. Or there is just looking at the LA trip pictures and wishing I could of gone. This homesickness and nostalgia is not a sign of weakness or a sign that satan is trying to attack me, it is a sign that I am human, that I miss something that I took for granted. So I guess i am saying go for that friendship, the time you share with that friend will teach you so much and you will grow so much, wither that friendship last a week, a month, a year you will grow, you will change, you will be scared, hopefully all in a good way. Trust me I know, I have learned that.
Well now on to some more news, I will try not to go off on a tangent.
On Saturday I had lunch with my friend Dana. I shared with him my story from before becoming a Christian to now. It was a powerfully spritual experience, it always is when I share my testimony. And then on Sunday we sayed our goodbyes. On sunday he left for a two week outreach trip to a town completley wiped out in December. So by the time he gets back I will be in Zacapa. But we definently felt that it is in Gods plan for both of us to see eachother again and work together somehow for the kingdom of God.
On Sunday I had my first substantial portion of beef, it was a double quarter pounder with cheese for McDonalds. And for those few moment (second) I was devoring that burger I was in heaven. Also I found out I have lost 10lbs since I have been down here. So that is good because I could definently loose a lot more weight.
I guess sunday was just a sad day in general. I had to say goodbye to Dana and two of the guys that live in our house. I thought that saying goodbye to people back home was hard... But when i say goodbye to these people there is a very good chance that i will NEVER see them again. And true thier is not nearly as much emotional attachment to these people as there is to my friend and family back home, but there still is that bond. It is wierd after spending a month everyday, eating all of our meals together that they aren´t there anymore, yet life goes on, it has too.
On Tuesday I got to go and visit my compassion child. His name is Brayan. We spent the day at the zoo. He is so smart, and so full of questions. My translator told me that she was only going to translate if i could absolutely not get it. So most of the time she would translate the question and I would answer in Spanish. It was so fullfilling to get to vist brayan. Now when I write that check every month to support him I know for a fact that it goes to a person, not a picture. it made my sponsorship real.
Wensday I took and passed my Grade B test. So i will start a Grade C on Thursday. So I will have a few days of Studying and will get a book that I can study for the rest of the summer.
Well that is all the news I can think of.
In Christ
Justin
